How can you possibly go to sleep after that? How can you leave so many words unspoken and it be okay for you? For me its not…i need loved. I need affection, because right now i dont feel it at all. Im so numb and it hurts. I miss you so much even when youre right here next to me. How is that even possible, how can you be so far away. What happened to us baby… where did we go. Why cant we just come back.. i need that back, i need reassurance that youre still in love, that i still give you butterflies. You can go a whole day without kissing me or telling me that you love me. How? Please tell me how you can go without touching me and how you can sleep without holding me. Maybe i wilk understand then and i can learn to do it to. Because right now those urges are so strong and i feel like i love someone so much that could care less, and i dont think thats very fair. I need to be reassured because i dont know how much more of this i can take, and the worst part is you could care less whether i stay or go, and that makes me feel so small. I have nothing without you, youre all i want for my future but somethings got to give. I need more than this. It seems like a good idea sometimes to just move away and start over completely. I dont think it wouls bother you in the slightest. Stop pushing me away from you, because theres only so much of this i can take before i break completely. And im coming dangerously close to that point…
"Don’t beat yourself up, your best is good enough." || A mix to remind everyone to love and be kinder to yourselves.
There’s like a million different ways to say “I love you”
“put your seat belt on”
“watch your step”
“get some rest”
..you just gotta listen(via melon-milk)
Have A Very Pop Punk Christmas // [[listen]]
track 01. Mixtape For Christmas by Hey Monday
track 02. Ho Ho Hopefully by The Maine
track 03. Yule Shoot Your Eye Out by Fall Out Boy
track 04. White Christmas by Panic! At The Disco
track 05. Sleigh Ride by Fun.
track 06. Santa Stole My Girlfriend by The Maine
track 07. O Holy Night by Hey Monday
track 08. Sickly Sweet Holidays by Dallon Weekes
track 09. Christmas Is Coming by R5
track 10. Merry Christmas Kiss My Ass by All Time Low
track 11. Kiss Me Like It’s Christmas (Acoustic) by This Century
track 12. Winter Passing by The Academy Is…
track 13. All I Want For Christmas by My Chemical Romance
track 14. Wonderful Christmastime by The Ready Set
Have a very merry Christmas!!!!! Even though its October!!!!
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